vegan cheese is the same consistency as snot.

march 16, 2019 — 4:18 am.

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oh sweet sentimental sex in serenity,

how you’ve ruined me, i’m not quite sure.

your recipes for breathless intimacy and heavenly ecstasy desperately reminds me of the debauchery i have made over me.

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the complexity of fidelity: wanting eternity between two individuals facing the inequities of accidental dependency.

consequentially, we found addiction in our familiarity. as i placed an identity in your divinity, and your hand being the kindest thing to hold, we became another’s necessity.

the perplexity of our rebellious + unforgettable chemistry has unintentionally killed me. the pedigree in which we crafted our coexistence came around a time when we both shouted for independency. our longevity was cut short.

sincerity turned to severity as unpleasantly as empathy turned to enemies. there’s no integrity for the legally unaccountable.

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regrettably, i apologized for losing the melody in my mentality.

presently, i pleasantly have chosen to question the legitimacy of everything.

restfully, i’ve realized what theosophy has done to me.

acceptably, i will forgive myself endlessly.

for if they truly cared, they would find reasons to stay, and not excuses to go.

so don’t beat yourself up, dude.